i can't seem to be able to just study... i hate adhd. i used to be able to do things even unmedicated, now i can't even work while on meds. i don't know if i'll pass... i probably will, but i just don't wanna embarrass myself...i'm not confident at all. 
Above all you must draw the distinction between the ruling faculty and the obeying faculty.
The ruling faculty is that which allows us to examine things and to consider their nature, and also to inquiry into their relation to us.
The obeying faculty is the animal
, which produces desires and needs, but also compulsions are such similar things.
It belongs to the obeying faculty whether something can be done or not, for it is the driving force of mind.
It is the place of the ruling faculty to recognize the complete lack of control over the obeying faculty. Consider now, since it is what you are supposed to do as a rational hikarin, the relation between the ruling faculty and the obeying faculty and consider what follows.
It is clear after proper examination, that the ruling faculty is only capable of suggesting or advising the obeying faculty, but whether it obeys depends on your circumstances.
Remembering that circumstances do not belong to us, it necessarily follows that the desire to control the obeying faculty is instilled in us by Evil
and is irrational. As such it is clear that the work you need doing is directed towards removing removing the Evil rather than taking its bait and trying to follow it into the depth of hell in the vain hope to get off the hook painlessly.
The illusion of failure must never let your mind waver from what is truly important - opposing the spread of Evil across the world. Embrace the true strength that you acquire by joining the Fight! The power to not be disturbed by any movement of Evil, the power to always keep your mind clear and consistent
, to always be your own master
! Become a Warrior today! Join the Resistance
! Join the Fight
!
uuuugh going to sleep now. the exam to decisde my future is in 7 hours wish me luck hikarins
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it's not nice posting a long scary text under a thread talking about ADHD
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uuuugh exam today!!! ring the bells!!!! if i die i die!!! i always loved you hirkarins!!!!
>>9224 well the good news is i'll pass, the bad news is my social anxiety is acting up so badly now that i barely feel like i can take the last exam. the only reason i pass in the first place is because my written grades are straight As and Bs. but whatever i do, i'll always feel as ready as i do now... so i might as well take the exam now. i think i hold too high expectations of myself... i'll pass, whether i embarrass myself or not. 
let's just hope i'll get a D maybe in the oral exams... that way i won't feel too shit about myself...
