i want to cry

i desperately need some obscure vent tolerating board. but one i know is no more, another two i got banned from. say what you want but i don't know how to live this life as myself it's basically like solving abstract geometry with a stick kill me

>>9210 Go on the darknet, few people will see it but you can still get out there you know

I don't really know any darknet boards guess i'll have to research it somehow

>>9215 wiki.installgento.org

>>1356 No, I have 350 mods installed. These are from ashfall whimands things like hunger, thirst etc

>>1357 >whimands whimands..

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>>1336 Beta 1.7.3 is amazing Guy on the picture gave me a full inventory of dirt out of the kindness of his heart and then proceeded to get banned 3 minutes later for griefing

>>1445 is the server public? i would love to try out beta minecraft

the poll is looking all nice and even

>>22 It looks like a PENIS

>>9205 okayyy!

uuuugh going to sleep now. the exam to decisde my future is in 7 hours wish me luck hikarins

>>9211 good luck!

>>9203 it's not nice posting a long scary text under a thread talking about ADHD

uuuugh exam today!!! ring the bells!!!! if i die i die!!! i always loved you hirkarins!!!!

that looks pretty good good job

>>9207 thank you!!

>>9136 That's nice :D, hope your skills didn't degrade too bad -w-

i'm drinking vodka with soda water and lime juice. i've been reading, practicing guitar, cooking new things, and lifting which i guess is a hobby. real life is going okay. i have a lot of things going for me but i don't feel very fulfilled as of now. being active in my Church helps with this somewhat.

Im drinking fanta Ive been putting together gunpla I kind of want to kill my self but im not gonna

> What are you drinking? monster energy ultra strawberry dreams.. tried it for the first time, it's pretty decent. i prefer sour flavors though > Are you practicing any hobbies? just drawing every now and then. and playing video games.. currently playing rdr2 > How is real life going? my last exam is tomorrow. then i'm done graduating... i didn't study. pretty sure i'll pass but.. i'm really scared of oral exams social anxiety nightmare.

>>9200 >oral exams

>>9193 i wish, but i am fucked even without medication

>>9193 i remember hoping i'd get medicated and then i got adhd meds and became fucking miserable now i just stick to caffeine man.. i don't even wanna know how i'd be like on antidepressants when i'm already awfully numb and unmotivated...

>>9195 if you aren't actively struggling with things like self harm or suicidal thoughts then i'd be skeptical of medication. i'm not saying to avoid them, i'm no doctor, but in my experience they're best for stabilizing you so you don't off yourself. i think things like proper sleep, proper diet, exercise, socialization, having fulfilling pastimes, etc are much more long-term solutions. remember that it takes a lot of small steps to travel long distances. praying for you hikarins.

>>9196 yeah i defo agree with that.. i do struggle with self harm but i think there's a different origin to that than depression, at least for me. i don't think i have the "classic" type of depression, if that makes sense? i do have depressive episodes, but i generally have an unstable mood. can go in the other direction too. i don't know, i might have bipolar.. or cptsd. i don't know. i'm not looking for advice or armchair diagnoses, i'm just thinking out loud. i should ask my psych at my next appointment... hoping though. never stop trying hikarins... there's awesomes in life if you know where to look for them

>>9190 I've been feeling like this recently too

>>9178 Give the games a try. You can start with Touhou 6 or Touhou 7, since 5 and earlier are for the PC-98 machines and require emulation (though you can start with those too if you want). For PC-98 I use DOXBox-X. Best PC98 games are definitely Touhou 4 and 5.

>>9187 https://en.touhouwiki.net/wiki/Touhou_Wiki has all the information you could ask for The older Touhou games are not on steam and so you would have to order the game CD. You can find them on Moriya Shrine too Also, most Touhou games are actually fangames since the Touhou licensing allows for commercial use of fanmade content. The only official Touhou media is in the wiki I sent above

Zun still dominates the web 30 years after

>>9187 i'll take a look, thank you my goat emulation is not a problem for me so i might look at the older games as well

>>9178 start with the pc-98 games they're very easy to emulate. don't start with 6 you need to build your way up https://nyaa.si/view/1743332

>>3 check out that naked idiot in your picture

New board!

b-breasts....

yuyuk

this board is doomed, i bet once some bitch starts filing complains syrno will nuke it. maintaining ero boards is PITA nowadays

omg digital love! cyberpunk!!!

>>9175 yeah honestly it's really weird and offputting. taken too far and shits up any thread it's started in.

though i like to make related jokes (in a light form) once in a while, i have to agree with OP. take anything too far and it stops being fun. people need to learn some basic humor principles or something

frieren is too smug and lean it makes her uncute/unsexy

I also have a sitting frieren but it's for sitting on カップヌードル

>>1463 it's okay to be wrong sometimes

>>1465 i shall not bow to frieren

>>1464

>>1378 Development branch is the testing branch, edge itself is just the rolling release repository. It's extremely stable, the only issue I ever had was gimp being recognised as updated when it was still on version 2, I just had to reinstall it to properly have version 3. Other than that I never had any problem

>>1353 thanks the 11 hours I get is after applying all those optimisations you suggested but as >>1355 Says, enabling amd_pstate driver did yeild better results by utilising the newer hardware powersaving features of my CPU . But I think this applies to my specific machine as opposed to something that would work with a ThinkPad . Using 'indicator cpufreq' to cap the max CPU clock to 500mhz while doing light tasks like reading PDFs also boosts the battery tremendously and make the laptop be comfy enough to used on the lap without getting 3rd degree burns I was basically trying to see if I can outlast MacBooks of my colleagues and not have to carry the 2 kilo brick of a charger ROGs come with

>2kilo charger Lol what I have 48w charger and it's super light. Another is 65w and it's barely a kilo.

>>1383 woaw

>>491 >>1354 Been nearly two years, damn. Here you are.

Java is my primary language after trying multiple languages over the years. For a long while I was crazy into functional programming but then the inability or extreme inconveniene to write traditional for loops, early returns, breaks, continues and responsible mutations hindered my productivity, my program's performance and I would have to write a lot of recursive and conditional boilerplate. Java is pretty underrated and usually blamed for things that it does not cause. A lot of the boilerplate and OOP mess people complain about comes not from Java itself but from the Java developer mentality in the industry.

>>231 Lua and C, best combination ever

php of course

>>1418

>>1419 PHP is perfect! (not as good as holy c)

>>1396 slimbook site looks like shit. Frameworks' site is at least tolerable also why do you compare refurbished to brand new

>>1397 I didnt elaborate I meant to compare business laptop durability and repairability with slimbook's since usually we get refurbished business laptops when we want one of that type

>>1291 I'm personally a fan of my Dell Latitude 5420. I paid 400 USD for 512GB of NVME Storage, Fingerprint reader, 16GB Ram, built-in wifi, pretty good repairability, plus a fuckton of I/O

>>1399 That's the great thing about business laptops like the latitudes and the thinkpads it's very nice

I've been using the Slimbook since it arrived in tuesday and I can conclude that the battery bypass feature is not placebo. The idea is that, once the charge limit is reached, the charging goes straight to the hardware and bypasses the battery to save its lifespan. After intense use of this laptop since tuesday + gaming, the battery cycle count is still at 0!!! I wonder any mainstream brand does this

>>9098 It's been almost 4 years since the last time i ate cereal Moved out of my homeland to go live in another country, and i kid you not; i havent found cereal boxes being sold ANYWHERE

tried half water half milk with oatmeal to save money and it wasnt as nice, so i dare not risk having it will 100% water (not really cereal but kind of related)

>>9148 oats are a cereal in the more archaic use of the word so it still counts

cereal is sugary mothingness for children. avoid that shit if you're a grown adult

>>9132 Are you the same person from the textboard? I answered your thread, you said posting was banned in your country?

>>1412 there is a crossboard quoting bug lol you probably don't have to change *that* much data by hand though, :(

and what's weird is that it's only on the overboard??? Do you guys handle quoting outside of your "Post" class or whatever similar? 0_0

>>1411 my password manager does it. I can write a shell script that wraps around any tool, processes a file and pads it for three fiddy (in Monero). it's not rocket science

>>1415 troll harder

>>1416 sure man, whatever

a lot of the time clicking on a post number to reply from the overboard brings to a 404 page. i have this issue with posts in just about every thread, but it doesn't seem to apply to OPs.

Koshi have a lot of personality. Really cool!

the mobile UI is complete. happy phoneposting!

You made mobile UI? The upper tool bar with board selection doesn't get hidden when phoneposting in horizontal orientation please fix!

>>862

Looks like fondling wins over groping

>>16 hikarins are so romantic

nope i don't play shitgames and gaychas doesn't make me any happier but for some reason i feel very bad sinking my time into lowbrow games like that

guess i'm the only one here who plays

>>1443 don't cry

>>80

>>38 understanding basic geometry in 2D and in 3D, (for example, equations of lines, linear interpolations between points) is very helpful if you are dealing with graphics or even just bare gui layouts For everything else, the way math works is that once someone has figured something out you can just copy the solution. It's highly unlikely that you ever get to work on something inovative so its quite useless. It's still a good idea to understand these things tough If I say that your algorithm takes quadratic time, you should immediately know what that means and why otherwise you will look like a dunce

The amount of math you need will vary depending on what "genre" of programming you're working in. Web development might not need more than basic arithmetic, but you should explore languages that specialize in scientific computation to see another world of computing. https://julialang.org/community/organizations/

Not a lot and for those areas where it is necessary you can learn it then since it's usually just a sub-part of what you'd get taught in school. (like matrices and calculus for 3D graphics or understanding the modular multiplicative inverse for RSA crypto) It's usually the theoretical college parts for academics that focus on the mathematics.

Many people think that math is the only form of logic or the purest one, but math is just one of many different ways to think logically. Computers and machines focus primarily on machine logic, iteration, electricity, etc. Programming is highly logical but it's not a branch of maths by itself. What to expect: If you do computer graphics, data analysis, LLM, etc, you will use a decent amount of maths, not because of programming itself but because of your field. If you don't work on a math-heavy field then you won't do much maths besides arithmetics, though something that sticks is the declarative mindset of maths. Computers are inherently procedural, but in functional programming you think in a declarative way. If you like that then that's alright and if you don't then that's alright too because there are plenty of traditional languages and machines themselves are not declarative.

>>9104 go ahead!

>>9106 noooo

what do I pick if I don't want sex but I do want mutual hikarin fondling?

>>9111 this poll specifically isn't about fondling, but "N-not for your sake!" should do!

I am so happy with the results of this poll, hikarins!

>>1358 angry because nobody is fondling you rn

>>1360 i fondle myself 3 times a day wanna me fondle you as well?

>>1361 please fondle meeeeee I can fondle you too

>>1134 did you rockbox your hifiwalker H2? how did you do that?

>>1134 bump how did you installed rockbox on the H2? please

>>1388 hmmm i suppose i could do that

Is there a day or time of day where Hikarins all decide to mineyminey? I've checked the server a few times but it was completely empty every time

>>1438 the minecraft server may just be dead as of recent. seems like it has bursts of activity for a couple weeks followed by a period of inactivity.

>>1439 i lost all my things in a cavern and despaired

>>1438 I was on yesterday for an hour or so. I'm just sadly out of that minecraft phase again.

>>1365 You're from peru.

>>1461 you from africa?

>>1386 >accidentally nuked hikarin...

>>1387 I secure erased the wrong drive....

>>1388 Lovely

Been a Gentoo user since 2006-ish, right around when I was graduating HS. First Gentoo box was a hand-me-down Gateway PC with a 500mhz Katami PIII and a Voodoo3 GPU. It was such a POS PC. Current computer is the fast fetch on the small screen. The other one is my home server, which is my old computer. Yes I am a furry. Yes I will "yiff in hell". Small screen is my WinMax 2 2023's display, upper monitor is a 2560x1080p curved viotek, lower monitor is a 2560x1080p curved acer. There is a 4th monitor, that is an old panasonic CRT TV, but it isn't hooked up right now. Image spoiler'd because it is technically NSFW, but in my opinion my wallpapers are artistically tasteful.

>>1391 >Yes I am a furry hikarin no hard feelings but I feel absolutely no pity for you

>>455 >anime haibane renmei and now and then, here and there made me cry there's a bunch more manga since i read it a lot more than watching anime and i can't think of any off the top of my head

>>455 Pikachu's goodbye

>>455 i cried at the end of Anohana like a little baby i can't even lie. i mean genuine sobbing. i also cried at the end of Kuzu no Honkai but not as hard.

Made in Abyss is a different type of cry. It's not sad, watching it is just straight up a horrible feeling.

>>455 Madoka, ep. 8. Have seen it a dozen times and it never fails to draw tears.

>>684 Deleted Hikarin I don't know if you're still in the thread, but I took the plunge on your suggestion. I still don't think much of the artstyle or the story but man did that ragtag group of degenerate goofballs grow on me, so thank you.

>>682 >the creator is literally a tr(...) oon? no hes not what did this post mean

>>1429 troon means anything you don't like, duh

>>699 >>691 >>690 Did you post that one fucking german VN LOL Die pedo.

>>1433 what german VN are they talking about? is it icky

>>521 Reisen is also strong for a different reason. I think she is slightly harder to play than Sakuya though.

If you are playing with friends it doesn't matter much what character you choose as long as it suits you. I use Komachi and Yuyuko the most

The question shouldn't be about if Sakuya is good for a fightan beginner, but if Soku if a good game for beginners

(not tohou) gamedev here, are there any complaints you have about soku? weather rng-wise, fighter design -wise... or is everything as good as an anime-styled 2d fighter can get?

>>1434 I personally dislike the cards/deck system the most, weather is somewhat fine even if i'd prefer not to have it. Soku is just not a friendly game for someone who don't play fighting games due to its insane amount of uncommon mechanics and resource management. For instance the guard system is an headache to learn, because on top of understanding the low/high from traditional fightan, you also have to understand how it ties to the orbs system and border escape.

Its fondling cause if it were groping then she would have already cut the hands off and the guy would turn into a ghos... oh wait

forgot pic

>>12 That's fondling if i've ever seen it

Now this is groping.

>>1099 sleepyhead report

NO macOS. Install Linux NOOW

If you are on an x86 mac (before M series) then all you need is probably WINE. If you are on an M series mac, your CPU is an ARM cpu and so WINE by itself is not enough. In this case I don't know if it's possible, I guess you can look up "wine on m series mac" or "wine on arm mac".

>>1097 You can with Whisky but it will likely run poor - I ran touhou 6 with it and the backgrounds lagged the game quite bad https://getwhisky.app/

just get crossover it works fine with that

>>1178 >>1179 I don't think hiroshima-san even knows about it

Since we're on the subject, I've read somewhere that the guy who got in was worming inside for about a year, before nuking the site and doxing the mods. Does anyone know if this is true?

>>1181 he claimed it on sjak party. but no proof i wish he somehow got the whole DB. i want to see my bans from back in the day

>>1182 >the whole DB He said he wouldn't leak anything about the users I have seen some ban summaries be posted though?

>>1155 Really useful site for bug bounty hunters: https://lostsec.xyz/

I'm a 4cuck refugee who decided to settle here.

Who's been here since the site looked like this?

>>9084 glad to have you

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>>9091 Me!

Been awake 6 hours and sleepy as hell why is my schedule so fucked up I WANT TO NEVER WAKE UP I HAD SUCH A NICE DREAM

i had a very not nice dream last night about i girl i used to really love i drew thhis to feel better

>>9073 That's a nice art hikarin

>>8858 I just got out of bed. What shall I do now?

>>9092 eat some breakfast!

what is rain world even about?

>>326 bruh, did you read the fucking post.

scroll to the top of the thread and read it

Rain World is an incredible game both gameplay-wise and lore-wise. There is no game anywhere close to what Rain World is, it's crazy. The strong inspiration on Buddhism is also a very strong plus that adds to the depth of the game and the messages it transmits

The enemy animations are all shit, it looks as though they were generated on shitty 3d models with evolutionary algorithms NOT worth the pricetag WILL rape your processor

great!

>>8753 I've got almost everything, including a lot of the extras. Just missing the four games between Violet Detector and UDoALG, as well as Rainbow-Colored Septentrion and Taboo Japan Disentanglement from Hifuu.

Mega link gimme gimme

>>9078 That's Yukari, not Marisa

>>9078 You don't know groping when you see it, what a shame, hikarin

A little embarrassing. But this is the beauty of anonymous imageboards, we simply move on.

NO groping[,] hikarin! Maintain proper civility!

>>9083 What's embarrassing?

>>9076 hikari3.ch

I am not but is that a character from that game? I saved a bunch of fanart of her accidentally because I mistook her for other bunnies.

>>980 I think its a drawing of v1 as a bunnt (v1 is an ultrakill character)

I like ultrakill its a very decent game. If you are hyperactive then ultrakill is a shooter that will keep up with your pace and demand. It's a difficult game but flexible on difficulty. There are multiple difficulty levels and also aim assist adjustment so you can take it easy and then progressively become better. I hit my skill ceiling probably, I can perfect minos prime in standard but I don't know if I will get much better than that now

>>526 >Ironically You have to go back.

>>526 Perhaps in the bottom right. It certainly needs a thicker text outline a well. I'd experiment with other fonts that are similar to what the other banners use instead of this blocky one. If that were done, I think this would be an excellent addition.

I know it's not supposed to be board specific but I thought this was genius

syrno for the love of god that's a great banner!

I'm having trouble downsizing this one. I think I made the text too blurry trying to make it glow.

>>830 that's amazing this place is already becoming a favorite, thanks for the effort!!

>>824 The backend is written in Javashit as well

how do I refresh the pages?

>>847 F5

>>847 yeah i think threads not refreshing automatically is a bug/missing feature. i'm sure it'll be fixed soon enough.

>>332 recently, i have been reading books particularly on religion, philosophy, and political theory. i haven't delved much into these topics, so i don't really have any comments to make, but i'm doing so because i realized i don't really have well thought out opinions on the world and the people in it. so i suppose you could say i'm reading these topics as a means of self exploration and personal/ideological development. currently, i'm reading "The Sayings of the Desert Fathers", a collection of sayings from Christian monks around the 4th to 6th century. i'm a recent Orthodox convert (unbaptized) and it was recommended to me by the Father at my Church. the other book i have been reading is "Fascism, The Total Society" by H.R Morgan, a curated collection of quotes and ideas by different Fascist writers with commentary by Morgan. i'm not exactly a Fascist myself, but i plan on reading all kinds of politically extreme literature from across the political landscape. i suppose i have an interest in the ways one can view the world that would be considered "extreme" by the status quo.

these are my next reads. For My Legionaries is a somewhat longer book at 485 pages so i'm gonna read some Lovecraft alongside it when i need a break.

Holy fuck is THIS the new rewrite? Yeah it's gonna take a few years Still it's probably one of the best self made imageboards I've seen Make mobile UI ASAP! I itch to phonepost

Happy birthday hikari but 2 is too old for me

>>9054 I think syrno is doing well. I'm not sure if he's a student or a bored programmer (webdev is shit), though.

>>9055 A bored student

>>9056 that's why he's so fondleable

Oh lmaao

Why is it fucked up? # isn't it?

c'mon gimme something awesome

Oh okay, not today, then

rollan for epin tripcode

Yeah but I do similar shit without alcohol and it doesn't seem like I can just fix it, so idk

>>9000 9000 GET

>>9007 Yeah I fucked it up really bad

>>8997 If you're asking that question then the answer is probably a yes dood I wish you gud lok hikarin, so that you can quit your wicked ways Less alcohol more meth

>>9036 based addict chama

>>8977 I'm not done till you cant sit down SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK

Aaaaah~

>>8980 sorry for losing my temper and spanking you so much hikarin let's kiss and make up

I can't tell if this thread is hawt or nawt

>>9015 I can't tell if you're hawt or nawt

>>1411

>>1412 well well our game boy gotta pass his exams too!

>>1412 sorry hikarin >>1413 this is true... bills to pay and classes to pass... such is life.

bills can wait, classes are a joke

>>1415 without bills i have no car or roof above my head and i need my degree to go work in nihon

You can always kill yourself

>>8967 does a broken pinky toe usually require surgery? can't they just tape it up and let it heal or something.

>>8995 i heard they cleave you and put metal inside you

>>1294 I don't have anything interesting to post on it though, other than pirated ebooks.

>>1295 make a site dedicated to teaching people about torrenting or something. just something bro. make a neocities.

i am making a personal site on neocities as a project to learn html and css, but i do not knopw very much at all and it is far from complete. maybe when it's closer to completion i'd consider adding it to a webring.

I've followed the LC ring threads for yeaaars but never posted any site I made because they're all smart nerds posting blogs about the same tech stuff I don't understand plus thats kind of their theme. if more h3 sites are posted I might join too, since people here are less intimidating but I also buy new domains every year when I think of something new, so maybe I wait

>>1305 just post, nobody else will